Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Thursday, January 2, 2014

101 in 1001

Start: January 2, 2014
End: September 29, 2016

My goals (in no particular order)
1. Organize hall cabinets
2. Clean out my closet (leaving only things I actually wear)
3. Organize and USE garage cabinets
4. Unpack all moving boxes
5. Hang pictures in hallway
6. Order curtains
7. Pantry organization
8. Take nursing course to bring skills/confidence up
9. Look for new job
10. Reorganize kitchen cupboards
11. Participate in one CF/CRMS activity each year
12. Bring Ty's weight up to the curve
13. First weight goal 145
14. Second weight goal 135
15. Tyler completely off baby sippy
16. Tyler sleeping through the night
17. Seven days of complete meal plans
18. Try one new meal per quarter
19. Take one weekend off per quarter
20. Girls cleaning rooms, 50% of time
21. No eating out for one week
22. No eating out for one month
23. Complete Insanity
24. Teach Kayla how to ride without training wheels
25. Potty train Tyler
26. Teach Tyler his number 1-10
27. Teach Tyler colors
28. Game night one night per month
29. Complete 2013 shutterfly book
30. Complete 2014 shutterfly book
31. Complete 2013 Christmas book
32. Order Zoo book
33. Plan Valentines day 2013.
34. Plan Ty's 2nd birthday
35. Eat clean one week
36. Figure out laundry system
37. Set up play room
38. Juice one week
39. Juice one month
40. Organize house papers
41. Organize Tyler papers
42. Record Tys food one week
43. Record Tys food one month
44. Walk to the park
45. Hang TV on playroom wall
46. Cameras in kids bedrooms
47. Decide if Ty's a lefty
48. Read about lefties
 49. Write 2 blogs per month.
50. One week without TV
51. Finish this list!

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Blogging Again?

Looking back at my blog so much has changed. My "nephew" is now my son and the CF (officially CRMS) is now completely my responsibility. I tend to stress myself out worrying endlessly about life and what could possibly happen. I drive myself nuts with it so I must make my friends and family completely insane. I'm considering the possibility that if I blog about it instead I may be able to let some of it go. Plus, blogging is a great way to keep memories alive. Welcome 2014 let's see what it brings.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Bored BORED Bored

I have a million things I could be/should be doing today but instead here I sit bored outta my mind! Ive checked all my boards a million times, cleaned (though of course there is more I could do), worked out, talked to my friends, check in on my brother (who got bit by a dog), applied for more jobs, caught up on most of my shows and even remembered to keep drinking water.

Seriously, what else is left? I should have made today a Kayla day-then I wouldnt have been bored!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Who calls this December?

I really do like living in CA right? Right now its 77 degrees!!

I have so much going on right now that I really dont have time to blog much, though I think about all the things I could be writing about frequently.

...I met a 'friendly' guy in line at the post office who wouldn't stop talking. He even told me about how he is apart of Narcotics Anonymous...and about the 'innocent' girls there. He asked me if I had any 'romances' going on...ewww! And of course the line was so long I couldnt get away from him for way too long.

...I feel like Im never going to get my CA nursing license cause things cant seem to get done. Im going to go to work for my dad until it gets done because I cant stand not working any longer.

...Ive been watching Kayla every day while her mom works which is fun. We have gotten to bond even more than before. She recently told me I could 'hold her baby sister', though she hasnt been born yet lol. She is even bonding with Brandon :). He calls and if she is here he asks to talk to her which is so silly since he 'doesnt like kids' LMBO!

...Hilda is staying here for a while now that she is back from deployment. I cant believe how long she has been back already, shes going to TX on Sunday so then I will be on my own again which is going to feel really weird!

...Christmas is less than 2 weeks away and I havent bought ONE gift!

...Ive been in CA a month or more now and I STILL havent finished unpacking. Its been about a week since I even unpacked one box.

...I love the dog (Roxie) but she still makes me insane half the time (to the point of tears sometimes). I dont know what Im doing wrong with the potty training but she will not go to the door when she needs to go out. She will cry if she is in her bed so I can take her out but if she is just loose, no luck she will just go. Im so frustrated with it!

...School is over as of 12/15 and I still have to read a book and right a paper on it. Im going to get that book today!

...Everyone I know is moving at the moment-Hilda, Maria, Sandy, David...yikes!

...And oooooohhhhh the drama that has been going on around me! Ive tried hard to only be involved on the outside. There is only so much I can do for people.

Well, I think thats a short summary of whats been going on in my life lately

Monday, July 28, 2008

I Made It!

I did it! Im so proud of myself. I managed to make it through this vacation without contacting M. During the last few weeks it has been so hard not to. I had to talk myself out of 'just driving by' soooo many times.

It only got worst after my car accident. Family is great but there isnt anything like that 'special' hug that only one person can give you. I kept expecting him to contact me while I was there because usually when Im thinking about him a lot he ends up contacting me...we must still be on the same wave length. But not this time and that was worse (thought its a good thing cause I never could have managed to not talk to him this time).

I get very frustrated with myself that I still feel that pull but there really is no use denying it (though I continue to do so). I really cant imagine ever going back...but like the song says "If I didnt know now what I didnt know then". I may have been living in a dream world but I was much happier in that dream than I am now. Most of the time I manage to pretend like I dont care and that Im not thinking about him but so many things in my life we spent hours talking about. Including my new job that Im getting ready to start...just about every time I put on a pair of scrubs I think about him and his opinion of them (he loved them).

Hopefully now that I have taken the time to blog this I can quit thinking about it and move on.